I finally made the first move on changing my lifestyle. It wasn't much, but it should be a good way to start. I'll just have to repeat to myself "one step at the time, one step at the time..."
I went out to a club by myself last Wednesday night! No, no, don't go rolling your eyes just yet. This was my first attempt ever to modify my lifestyle. Not that I had never went to a club before in my life. I've been to clubs several times and love it. But, I only went there if someone went with me. So, after 4 months of not being able to persuade friends to go out with me, I decided to venture out there myself. I was so lucky to find out that night one of the popular places in Sukhumvit area, Bed and Supper Club, allowed ladies to enter with entrance fee. I saw that it might be a good start, so I went there in casual gears for party at 10 pm.
If you are expecting to read some crazy story like 'good girl gone wild' kinda thing, I must disappoint you. I just stood at the bar, had a couple drinks, dance by myself a bit, and left at 11.30 pm. Sober. I had to work the next morning, folks. My sense of responsibility and my shyness still got the best of me. Sorry.
What I'd like to elaborate on the incident, thought, is that most of the people there looking so damn good. I once talked to 'He whose name I don't want to mention' about the club and he told me that this club wasn't that great in his opinion because it was usually full of posers. However, he didn't mention that many of them were hot posers! I think I fell in lust at first sight (I'm a non-believer to love at first sight) like ten times within one and a half hour I spent there. There was also a nice-looking guy standing next to me for a long time and he came alone. I didn't talk to him thought. I'm no good with starting a conversation with strangers. So, all I could do was admiring him quietly. Yep, there goes, I must work on my communication skills.
In all, I need to do things differently.
1. Explore the night life on BKK. Maybe go back to that club again to look at those hot posers ;p
2. Find a way to cure my stranger-phobia. Just in case, any cute available guy happens to stand next to me again (Note: my love life has been stale for 2 years now. Major Change needed ASAP)
3. Join an activity club. So, I can socialize more and be more busy.
I did join a theatre club last Thursday. So, one mission completed. I'll tell you more about it in my next entry.
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