Right, so where should I begin?....
Ok, the reason why I begin to write this blog is because I'm really, incredibly, immensely, majorly, bored and frustrated. You probably have heard of the feeling in which everything seems to be fine but you seem to be missing something and have no clue what it is. You get the picture, right? Well, that's how I've been feeling for a while now. And it begins to bother me so much that I want to bang my head against the wall for the heck of it.
So, after spending a decent amount of time doing some soul searching, I came up with a couple possible reasons that put me in this situation.
1. I don't have romance in my life. My most serious relationship ended 2 years ago. It left a huge scar in my heart. Although I was able to pick myself up and moved on eventually, I've found myself lost senses in relationship ever since.
2. I don't have many friends I can hang out with. I moved to Bangkok right after I graduated to get a job. Once I had my first job, all I did was work. I didn't take much time on making frineds or buliding up my social network. So, when it comes to spend my free time, I usually go solo or with my younger teenage sister. It was fine at first, but of course I realized that it would be much better if I could have fun with other people.
Yep, I really need to do things diffrently. I have to go out to meet new people and at the same time look for a meaningful relationship, one that heads to the right direction, with a man, not my TV or labtop.
Right...so where the heck should I begin?....
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